so tired that i dont care anymore

When someone is taking a picture everybody smiles, because it doesn’t matter that you found out your boyfriend is cheating on you or that you feel guilty or sick down to your stomach, or that you can’t bring yourself to confess your feelings to anyone. No matter how shit you feel if someone is taking a picture, you smile because we want to remember this trip as a happy one.

Nostalgia: A sense of yearning for the past.

Or as I like to call it, the thing that makes me hyperventilate in a strangers car when I am reminded of my ex. How can I miss someone who made me feel shit the way he did?? Someone so immature?? So possesive?? I want to go home now.